but my life is nothing less than extroardinary

there will never be enough "sorry's"

or enough "thank you's"

to the people i owe

i truly am grateful

i guess thats why its sad

"you've got to laugh to stop from crying right?"

your lives would be better if you didn't know me...

my own life is meaningless...

to understand someone who only waits to die is unnecessary. 

Happiness. I thought I wanted it. But I've learned that happiness always comes at a price. When you're happy, you're bound to make other people unhappy. There is no such thing as making everyone happy. People's happiness must be sacrificed for others. Happiness is also limited in time. Happiness cannot last forever, and forcing it to stay will cause more pain. But even if happiness leaves, one shouldn't stay sad. There will be new happiness to be encountered. I'm grateful for my happiness, though I do not deserve it. Once this happiness leaves, I'll be sad, but at least I know that I was happy, at least one point in my life. That should be enough.

if i'm not the same fernando anymore, please forgive me.

I'm trying to hold on to our memories but at the same time,

i'm struggling to find who i really am. with you guys and without.